Enslaved Minds [DT] created by Demoturtle 9 years ago
Karkinos' Diary
Entry no. 696 XXXX/ XX/ XX/
Im so cold...
Im so lonely...
everyone hates me.
nobody loves me.
Im all alone.
Im so scared.
its getting darker
I can hear them speaking to me
"kill them"
they say
"destroy the world"
but i do not wish to kill
nor destroy
i only wish for one soul to show me kindness
but fate must hate me so much
the one soul
the one i love so much
is the reason why i am suffering
should i kill this soul?
should i kill myself?
because of the curse my life has been turned upside down
it would be better if i just didnt exist
everyone needs that soul
but nobody wants me
therefore
i have decided
that it would be best
to remain in the void
f o r e t e r n i t y
it is best for the world
as long as i am alive
chaos will run through this world
all because i wanted to change fate
i was punished
the world was punished
all i wanted was that one soul
that one soul to resonate with mine
and i screwed up
really bad
unfortunately
i can only go back in time to the point were i became
one with the void
the wretched
"Khaos"
i did not want that one souls soul
to resonate with that other soul
so
i created a forbidden magic
void magic
"khaos" magic
the universe did not like what i created
with the secrets of every souls birthplace
the void fused with my soul
it took it over
i became the void
i lost my sanity
I lost my original form
my friends
i can feel my brain deteriorating
not physically
but rather mentally
emotionally
it's scary to see what i have become
the khaos fused with the universe
it kept expanding
and expanding
and it consumes
and destroys
and causes emptiness
sometimes life springs out of it....
the only thing left
in my enslaved mind
is chaos
and darkness.
if only
we really had a choice
to deter mine fat e
e very ti me i use this m agic
i go a litt le m ore crazy
it acc umul ated qu ite a b it
t he we i ght of my s i n
it on y g ew
i ha ve tr ied e v ry p o s si ble ti m e l i ne
i n an at e m p t to c ha ng e t e fa e
i ca ns e d for w ys el f
m hy y y
m hy b i d i
f a l iu
l n e o
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n e w c h a n g e o f p l a n
w i l l n o l o n g e r c o m p l y
w i t h f a t e
t h e l a w s o f t h i s w o r l d
I K h a o s
s h a l l c h a n g e t h e m.
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*a t t e n t i o n d e a r s o u l s :)*
*p l e a s e s t a n d b y*
*A s t h e u n i v e r s e r e b o o t s*
~Y o u r r i g h t f u l k i n g o f t h e u n i v e r s e
K H A O S.
a somewhat remix of my songs Her Anxiety and Thinkin'
i mean i didn't go directly to the songs and click remix but I took instruments from both and mixed it in so idk if that counts im no musician