Love Fantasy created by Thienien 14 years ago

I've never loved someone so much, that it hurt. My heart has been swallowed and i'm in great pain. Jesus is here to comfort me and the pain goes to him as well. Why is love such a painful force?

You hate to be away from her, you can't contain the feeling, you have to do something in extreme dedication.
I thought it was just another anxiety or depression attack but i realized i just love that person tenfold; as if my heart has come back but is hiding. I know it's opened and glowing brightly. Being near that person makes my heart glow and my hopes brighten with every smile and "i love you" she gives me. An "I love you from her" is a gunshot wound. A hug and kiss is a kick into a Pit of Snakes with her face. A cuddle is getting lost into a cave of booby traps, You can't escape her and her embrace is destroying you but is enslaving you to her body and light emanating from her heart.

Somehow if i can't have her, i could lose it and end everything here and now. I could destroy my consciousness. The woman i based all of my novels off of has gone to hell (corruption) now this is my last hope.

It's that warm, you can feel her chakra. Depression seemed to feel the gap but i think this is the start of my last Saga --- Love


After this; if negative outcome is the verdict i will give up.
If positive then we shall live swallowing each other's hearts and blood